just keep wishing on the stars outside your window.

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 14:33:03 GMT

hello everyone.

i saw miss ow a few days ago and she says arrange a date everyone is free and she's taking all of us out and treating us. as in for real. the treat she has been dragging on for goodness knows how long.

so please please do not pass up this chance.

reply as soon as possible when you guys are free. comment.

alright seeya. hopefully this will be good.

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 02:26:48 GMT

I haven't blogged in such a long time that I think it's almost out of my system. Ah well. Loads been going on so I thought I'd write it down.

Let's start with Hallowee. That was...28 October.

After spending almost the entire week at the studio helping with decorations and stuff the big day is finally here! I had everything pretty much done so I was free to help. And Victoria needed someone to accompany her to Parkway Team Salon to blow her hair for the night. So me, being nice, went with her. Honestly it felt chao weird walking around Parkway in a singlet and fbts. Not to mention cold. And while waiting for her I ate two scoopz ice creams. In case you didn't know, I'm an icecream whore. Sorry, can't help it. See, Vic's mum owns the salon. So she's like princess (if you get what I mean erm..sorta) yea point is she goes there does whatever she wants and walks out without paying a single cent. sigh. Ah well, not like I pay a lot of attention to my hair xD

Anyway then Vic and I zoomed back to the studio and grabbed out stuff and made our way to Simbian's house. I realised how much I didn't know about make-up. Nevermind, I'm learning. Vic and Simbian are like pros already (well to me at least). I think I'm a rather fast learner xD Okay that's just me being ego. haha.

I think I have a few pictures of Halloween on my phone. Wait lemme see if I can put it up.

Elliot PeterPan and Yumiko (that's the name Miss Michelle gave me xD )

Me Elliot and Victoria.

Some funny guy decided to come as a Bull. xD

I had to leave early. So sad. T_T

Next is oh BERNICE'S HAIRCUT.

at vivo. Honestly that place is too big. I got lost. Again. And dear Bernice popped up beside me and scared me to death. ><

Anyway. Bernice now looks like a guy xD I'd never have the courage to chop my hair off. Team Salon service is goood. But the vivo branch seems a little empty. Despite them offering a 25% discount. But I just cut my hair like two days ago. lol.

I have a few pictures of Bernice too!

Oh and how could I miss out Choral Night. x))

Personally I thought it was only okay. But the changing room times were fun. I have pictures too! Oh you know me and raash took this picture of me being Victor and trying to act dao but it turned out horrible. Yesterday I was showing Bernice and the hairdresser saw and he said:"How many years ago was that?" -.- That was a few days ago and that's me.Apparently I looked too different for it to be credible. hahaha. Anyway I had a fun time trying on Bernice's diesel tucker hat. Which she claims looks nice on me mwaha. xD

Oh and you know what. they said I looked too pale and thus looked like a ghost on stage (which is quite true) so they piled bronzer and brown eyeshadow on me. In the end I looked like I got a bad sunbur I'm not putting pictures up cos I don't have any good ones. xD

I just realised how packed my week is. I have to go back to school later to help with fundraising. And tomorrow night I have acjc beauty and the beast performance. Saturday night might be out too. Oliver's birthday. Whoa. I'm broke already. Crap.

Wednesday! Sushi eating competition. Haha actually it's just so that we eat our money's worth. lol. Then probably DOA after that. Bernice's idea. xD I need to source for cash. ><

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 08:10:11 GMT

hello i'm at ningjia's house right now. we ponned third lang. well anyway madame already told us it's gonna be a movie about a poet with some pyscho mother so... yea. anyway we were planning to go play tennis but i don't know if we still are. might also be important to note that i fail tennis.

ah well. everyone's outside playing the piano. four people hogging one piano o_o i'm like alone in the room with ningjia's black ipod nano (the older one) and let's all observe one minute of silence for my late nano. now resting (in peace?) somewhere in sdyney maybe.

i like ningjia's house. it's pretty. her room is like tiny. tiny. but very very pretty.

i just realised that choral night is in 13 days time. thirteen days. those people in class don't really seemed to be worried at all. crap we need massive rehearsals. and i have to juggle halloweeen.

-start shameless advertising-

choral and drama night
31 October
212 performance!
ONE LAST DANCE premiering in Nanyang Auditorium

Halloween!
28 October 8pm
at Graces Speech and Drama Studios

-end shameless advertising-

ask and i see if i can get you tickets.

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 14:00:12 GMT

I just realised what chalet meant. It meant that I didn't touch a computer for three days. that hasn't happened since...forever? I mean last year when I went to australia the house we stayed in had a computer and super fast internet connection x)

Anyway. It was definitely loads better than last year.

The first day we had umm movie marathon? and mahjong too. [I'm addicted to the game] Then late at night we decided to be gory and watch Final Destination 3. It's so bloody and savage-y but the ways the people die are really creative. Anyway loads of people didn't dare to sleep after the movie. Thank goodness I had panda to hug.

Second day was chao fun. Morning woke up groggy with a super deep voice played mahjong for a couple of hours then went cycling for four hours. and in Florence's attempt to pillion me I cut my feet on the ground and I was reminded of Final Destination. then back to chalet shower. and mahjong! the other people decided to go play netball (which is basically throwing a ball to one another with no net or something / bowling / swimming. So only me celene yunyi and ningjia were left in the chalet cos we four lazy people didn't want to go anywhere. so we played mahjong. yes. the beautiful game. then a while later i set up the karoke system and me and yunyi hecked about inabilities to carry a note and sang our hearts out at the FiR mv. oh man...*nostalgic*

then bbq. it was much better than last year cos everyone helped. hey i gave life to the third fire okay. and celene kept it alive. whee. i koped all the *popped* hotdogs that were carcinogenic but who cares. once in a while won't die de. then i ate the chicken satay raw. and hence became the unofficial guinea pig the cooking people used to test if the food was cooked. not liked i minded.

oh we taught celene how to cycle and play mahjong. like accomplishment can. the beauty of mahjong will bring her through the darkest days of her life and renew her strength in all those facais that she will get x)

celene say thankew mwaha. actually, she doesn't read this.

anyway my experience of this chalet was erm...80% mahjong? oh yes and on the second night we hardly slept. me ningjia yunyi and leen stayed up to 3 plus am playing mahjong and watching movies until we finally went to sleep at about 4 to wake up barely two hours later to rush to school for stupid TIMMS. butttt. it was SO worth it.

thanks everyone involved. (this has been done twice by hern and cheryl so if you want the complete thank list refer to their ljs.)

i think cheryl's parents rock. ethel's too. come on how many parents will climb out of bed so early in the morning to fetch their daughter's classmates halfway across singapore to school. 好伟大哦!

erm...what else? hern is a good cook?

this is completely random but anyway - i got a new phone. and it's whooohoooo. x)

me complying to my friends' demands.

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 14:30:53 GMT

here's the link for the phantom music. by popular demand. (and i mean demand) http://www.sendspace.com/mysendspace/files.html

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 11:19:22 GMT

hello.

-warning. start useless panicking-

AHH THERE'S MATH TOMORROW.

MATHMATHMATH

ARGH.

-end panicking-

i decided i'm hecking math and going to sleep now.

i don't know why i get home then i start getting very drowsy. then i flop on the bed and sleepsleepsleep. then i wake up have dinner and attempt to study for the night and somehow end up sleeping again.

我是猪。

i realised...that since the official start of exams on monday, i haven't done any studying. it's just been coming home, feeling like a dead faggot (sorry this word is etched in my head xD ) that's eaten an overdose of narcotics and then i collapse on the bed and byebye revision.

sigh.

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 07:53:32 GMT

im supposed to be cramming geog but nvm x)

1. Full name: koh mingming
2. Name backwards: gnimgnim hok (sounds like some gnome or something -.-)
3. Were you named after someone?: not someone.
4. Meaning of name: all in chinese and i lazy type it all out here.
5. Nickname: as quin and flo so kindly remind me mingmang. but no other nice normal people just go ming x)
6. Screen name: right now it's there is comfort in the sound. nice line from deathcab.
7. D.O.B: 07071992
8. Place of birth: china yay
9. Nationality: singaporean
10. Current location: my room
11. Star sign: im a crab!
12. Religion: christian (:
13. Height: 165 and fine with it.
14. Weight: eeeyer. ><
15. Shoe size: quite big. im not too sure xD
16. Hair color: black!
17. Eye color: darkdarkdark brown since mrstan says no one has black.
19. Innie or outtie: er depends i guess.
20. Lefty or righty: right. my left hand writes like a k2, or worse.
21. Gay, straight, bi or others: okay i'm making this clear. contrary to my previous answer (in which i was being sarcastic) i'm as straight as can be. =))
22. Best friends: i dont have one. now there's two ways you can interpret this. go figure x)
23. Best friends you trust most: trusted friends know they're trusted. so no need broadcast xD
24. Favourite pals: this thing repeats questions. cheater mwaha.
25. Best friend of opposite sex: see 23.
26. Best buddies: repeatrepeat
27. Boyfriend or girlfriend: im single. yes i am.
28. Crush: dont have.
29. Parents: mummy daddy. who else?
30. Worst Enemy: mei you.
31. Favourite online guy: -
32. Favourite online girl: -
33. Craziest friend: i'm most peoples' craziest friend -.-
34. Advice friend: depends right. for example, i had guy relationship problems. do you think i'd ask like leen or quin or something. lol.
35. Loudest friend: rachel ho hui ting. again people say i'm their loudest friend -.-
36. Person you cry with: moi
37. Any sisters: dont have
38. Any brothers: 哥哥xD
39. Any pets: dont have
40. Any disease: quinza says sit beside me will get mad cow -.- and im healthy thank God =)
41. Pager: 2006 le.
42. Personal phone line: nope. redundant anyway.
43. Cell phone: yup.
44. Lava Lamp: dont have. white elephant.
45. Pool or hot tub: both can? xD
46. A car: i want it as a gift x)
47. Your personality: come talk to me i wont bite.
48. Driving: ask the government allow driving at 14. x) but i definitely will learn to drive.
49. Room: i like my room. next year have to say goodbye le.
50. Whats missing: motivation to mug.
51. School: nanyang. nanyang is more concerned about student welfare than rgs because nanyang always ends exams way earlier x) mwa.ha.ha.
52. Bed: single bed lor.
53. Relationship with parents: not bad.
54. Believe in yourself: most of the time.
55. Believe in love at first sight: no
56. Good listener: yes i said come talk to me x)
57. Get along well with parents: repeat repeat
58. Save e-mail convos: how do you email convo. o_o
59. Pray: yes
60. Believe in reincarnation: no
61. Make fun of people: heehee
62. Like to talk on the phone: mmhmm
63. Want to get married: im not juliet.
64. Like to drive: like to or would like to. anyway answer to both is yes x)
65. Motion Sickness: sometimes got ><
66. Eat stem of broccoli: yea lol
67. Eat chicken with fork: yes, but if it gets really irritating i'll turn barbaric x)
68. Dream in color: mmhmm.
69. Type with your fingers on home role: i touch type lol.
70. Sleep with stuff toys: yes <3
71. Next to you: phone langarts file com airmolecule
72. On the walls of your room: baby purple paint x)
73. On your mousepad: dont have one
74. Dream car: a nice car that's a gift x)
75. Dream date: ehh dont have one.
76. Dream honeymoon spot: anyway also can. company that matters what =)
77. Dream husband or wife: no idea
78. Bedtime: when i get tired
79. Under your bed: lv luggage with a lot a lot of bags inside. and dust.
80. Single most important question: errr.
81. Bad time of the day: morning. as raash always tells me, im grumpy and dao and evil looking.
82. Your worst fear: at this time of the year what's everyone's fear -.-
83. The weather is: okay.
84. Time: 3.25 pm
85. Date: 2 oct 06.
86. Best trick did on someone: cant remember
87. Theme song: phantom phantom
88. Hardest thing about growing up: growing up. lol.
89. Funniest experience: eh. quin called me a baobab tree. hmph im insulted. *stomp* anyway cant rmb.
90. Scariest experience: er he only one i can recall i that scary guy on the mrt with sunken eyes and couldnt stop staring ><
91. Silliest thing you have ever said: there'd be a lot to recall
92. Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: er. dress nicer counted?
93. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: see the goldfish guy above.
94. Worst feeling: there's loads.
95. Best feeling in the world: the one coming soon on monday would be end of exams and two months of liberty x)

-- another one :D .

1. Are u a gal or boy? im a boy really i am. why don't you believe me.
2. Single or attached? single
3. Smoke or drink? neither
4. Night or day? night
5. School or work? school
6. Black or white? white =))
7. Short or tall? society views tall as better.
8. Dance or sing? i can't do either. but to choose, i take sing. you know what, actually im undecided.
9. Happiness or money? i want both can x)
10. Rnb, Reggae, Rock, Metal, Techno or Emopunk? er. my music genre is called our music x)

Ur dream bf/gf.
1. Dark or fair? chinese x)
2. Short or tall? taller than me can le.
3. Fat or thin? toned ba.
5. Caring or understanding? why do i always end up wanting both.
6. Rich or poor? earning enough to treat me sometimes can le xD
7. Play any sports or not? i dont mind.
8. Cute or pretty? er. looks not that important lol.
9. JC, POLY or ITE? jc? never really thought abt poly and ite.
10. Gentle or rough? gentle ba. bet flo will take rough. her 男人不坏女人不爱policy xD
11. Restaurant or coffeeshop? fair share of both?
12. Beach or arcade? see above
13. Hilarious/shy or Romantic/sweet? er i dont know. but i think guys shouldnt be shy. xD

The truth.Choose one.Yes or No?
1. Can u live without ur family? no
2. Dare to kiss a stranger? er. no.
3. Kicked someone ass before? kicked someone but not in the ass.
4. Scolded ur teacher? >< misdeed form lol
5. Cheated on examinations? hmm yes shhhh
6. Wish that a celebrity is yours? sometimes too often. actually no i ddont. i dont wish they're mine. i just think they look good that's all =) *innocent*
7. Hit yourself on the wall? yes
8. Wish that ur bf is here with u? i said dont have le
9. Wish that u can fly? weather's quite hot today haha
10. Wish that u were dead? no life's worth living
11. Lastly. 1 wish u want in life. that's hard.

-- yet another one xD.

DON'T TAKE IT IF YOU'RE GOING TO LIE.

1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST EX IF YOU COULD?- no
2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?- '05 class tee
3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?- no. i bet ningjia would.
4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST?- no
5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?- all
6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?- two? nice number. besides i dont want only child x)
7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?- yea
8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE NOW?- i like my name x)
9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?- no.
10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?- go school and get scolded
12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?- 6.
13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT THREE NIGHTS AGO?- should be smsing.
14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?- no.
15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?- get over with eoys.
16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?- havent seen her today.
17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?- dont know, someone give comments and i see how lol.
18. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS... WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?- errr get myself a nice com and a nice phone first.
19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?- since 3
20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?- who's tom.
21. DESCRIBE WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING? it's made of cloth.
22. LAST THING YOU ATE?- icecream
23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?- dont know. i think july.
24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?- september.
25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE??- errrr. berms from miss pauline.
26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?- eoys.
27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?- cartcience.livejournal.com/friends xD
28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?- russell lim.
29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?- cant rmb.
30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? i have a few. so what i'd have to take multiple shots?
31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?- coffee! tea!
32. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?- nope T_T
35. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?- ererer. i dont hate anyone. but i guess i'd go funeral and pray?

i really have to stop. geog. argh. ><

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 06:45:29 GMT

I was going through the lang arts file when i found this!

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
and he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at nght
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it

Once on a paper torn from his notebool
he wrote a poem
and he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.

no. i didn't write it. wish i could. stephen chbosky did.

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 12:26:35 GMT

there's no more point doing hardcore studying when the exam is hmm eleven and a half hours hour. so i'm just going to slack the night off, have a very very light revision and sleep early x)

then tomorrow i shall do a little bit of revision in the morning. no worries about that everyone will be spouting bits of history so i just sit in and listen is revision le x)

then i shall whing my paper. because i have zero confidence for history.

nevermind, do your part and God will do the rest (:

and i think i've done my part already x)

alright good luck everyone! let the prospect of the ninth carry you through the long hot days ahead.

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 01:58:40 GMT

Single or Taken: single.
Happy about that: i'm fourteen.
Eye color: dark dark brown!
Shoe size: 8 i think. not too sure, i'm neutral about shoes lol.
Height: 165! i'm happy x)
What are you wearing right now?: i'm in school, what do you think.
Righty or Lefty: right, my left arm is perpetually useless
Can you make a dollart in change right now? i can make three dollars, seeing as im rather broke (in cash) and decided to live off coins for a while.

FAVORITES
Kind of pants: jeans.
Animal: dog! or cat!
Alcoholic Drink: erm..i'm fine. don't know much about alcohol.
Non-alcoholic: water! tea! coffee!
Month: june july december!
Favorite cartoon: inuyasha? x)

HAVE YOU EVER...
Given anyone a bath: an animal?
Bungee Jumped?: nope, i want to.maybe.
Made yourself throw-up?: er im not bullemic?
Skinny dipped?: nope.
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: er. lol.
Broken a bone: arm. fell down from flying fox.
Played truth or dare: who hasn't
Been in a physical fight: yup.
Been on a plane: gosh, imagine if i haven't
Came close to dying: cars/vans barely brushed past me a couple of times. the last time was because i conveniently forgot to wear glasses out. ><
Been in a hot tub: mmmhmmmmmm
Fallen asleep in school: yea. especially in french when it's late afternoon and pouring outside.
Ran away: from home or from reality?
Broken someone's heart: dont think so.
Cried when someone died: er. ><
Fell off your chair: yes. ouch
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: phone not realy, msn yes.
Saved AIM conversations: nice ones yea
Used someone: er, not intentionally.
Been cheated on: nope.

WHAT IS...
Beside you: florence and an air molecule x)
Last thing you ate: breaskfast! peanut butter!

EVER HAD...
Chicken pox: mmhmm
Sore Throat: obviously
Stitches: 12. when i broke my chin.
Broken nose: nope ><

DO YOU...
Believe in love at first sight: nope.
Long distant relationships: er, im quite impressed by those that do work out. miss ow says that relationships require effort and time spent with the other party. lol.
Like school: im okay.
Question yourself: sometimes.
Who was the last person that texted you?: kor.
Who makes you smile the most?: friends x) sometimes my dad.
Who knows you the best: dont know.
Do you like filling these out: mmhmm at times like now during physics lesson in the tablet lab.
Do you get along with your family: most of the time =)

FINAL QUESTIONS:
What did you do yesterday: home e-learning, mug french and sms.
What car/truck do you wish to have: i want a nice car that's a gift!
Have a lava lamp?: nope. white elephant lol.
How many remote controls are in your house?: don't know but in my room there's already three.
Are you double jointed?: dont know.
When did you last shower?: yesterday.
Scary or Funny Movies?: both are alright. it's more of the company.
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla definitely. i don't like chocolate.
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper: rootbeer
Summer or winter: autumn! fall's such a beautiful season.
Silver or Gold: silver duh.
Diamond or pearl: diamond. despite my great teammates' belief that i have a pearl fetish. -.-
Sprite or 7up: sprite
Coffee or tea: both are nice!
Phone or in person: in person preferably. but in current times, that's not always possible so gotta make do with phone ba.

TODAY DID YOU...
Talk to someone you liked: classmates?
Buy something: not yet.
Get sick: nope.
Talked to an ex: no.
Miss someone: maybe.

LAST PERSON WHO....
Slept in your bed: moi.
Saw/heard you cry: can't remember.
Made you cry: can't remember either.
Went to the movies with: friends.
Kissed you: lol.
you said "I Love You" to: can't remember.
Ever been in a fight with your pet: don't have a pet to fight with.
Been to Mexico: nope.
Been to Europe: nope, i want to.

RANDOM.....
Do you have a crush on someone right now: don't think so.
What book are you reading now: shen diao.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: piglet!
What's under your bed: err. a luggage with loads of bags.
Favorite sports: badminton? lol.
What are you most scared of right now?: abysmal exam results. ><
Who do you really hate?: hate is too strong a word.
Do you have a pet?: nope.
Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: yea. lol.
Are you lonely right now?: nope, chuahernhern is telling me how fat she is. i'm quite entertained.
Song that's stuck in your head right now?: diary of jane (acoustic) by breaking ben. and jay's new album! =))
Have you ever played strip poker: no i haven't even played poker. i don't even know how to.
Have you ever been on radio/TV: mmhmm.
Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: what'sthat?
Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed?: erm, guess so. lol.
Favorite Locations: my room! wherever with nice people x)

RANDOM (AGAIN)....
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex? face? that's the most prominent isn't it. lol.
Your Favorite Food? that's hard. there's a lot of nice food out there.
Ever get so drunk you don't remember?: nope
Are you too shy to ask someone out? not really. girl friends no. guy friends i generally don't have to do the asking. ah stereotypical advantages of the supposedly fairer sex. xD
Hugs or Kisses?: both are nice what.
Dogs or cats?: i like both
Favorite Flower?: don't know much about flowers.
Have you ever fired a gun? no, seeing from rachel's answer maybe i should
How many pillows do you sleep with?: one's enough
Are you missing someone right now:? haven't we asked this before?
Have any pets that died that you miss? repeat : i don't have pets ;_;

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 08:34:01 GMT

you won't believe how much i can unearth from packing my room. i can't believe it myself.
after packing my room for about five minutes i've already found a lot of things that i thought were missing. x)
anyway. i woke up at 12.40 today. how pig can i get.
and i spent the afternoon sitting downstairs in the nice wind memorising history until the rain started pouring on me. *sneeze*

i shall mug mug mug french tonight. and tomorrow and pray for the best on thursday. =)

ooh weather looks nice now. i shall go running. =)

tata.

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 17:23:55 GMT

1. Initials
KMM
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you
i don't know any.
3. Favorite fruit?
ooh. you come ask me yourself la.
4. For or against same sex marriage?
i wouldn't ostracize someone for it.
5. Are you allergic to anything?
actually i'm hypersensitive lol
6. Are you bisexual?
of course i am. =)
7. Have you ever slept in someone else's clothes?
er, my mum's my dad's my aunt's my cousin's?
8. How many U.S. states have you been to?
none ><
9. How many of the U.S. states have you lived in?
i live in singapore.
10. Have you ever lived outside the US?
see above. lol.
11. Name something physical you like about yourself.
height?
12. Name something non-physical you like aboutyourself.
i'm not that bad a person
13.Do you have any pets?
nope
14. What is your dream car?
a nice car that is a gift x)
15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
anyway with nice people
16. Are you bipolar?
what's that
17. Who is the last person you spoke to?
x)
18. Where would you want to go on a first date?
no idea.
19. Would you date the person who posted this before you?
quin? yea of course i would. i stated above i was bisexual didn't i x)
20. Has anyone ever sang or performed for you personally?
mm
21. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
if singapore has fireworks, you'd probably have to squeeze squeeze squeeze get under it and then share your kiss moment with about erm 10 thousand other people
22. Do you like president Bush?
im okay.
23. Have you ever bungee jumped?
nope, i might though.
24. Song playing ten minutes ago?
gokusen song?
25. Has anyone 5 years older than you ever hit on you?
er. not to my knowledge.
26. Are you racist?
everyone is.
27. What song are you listening to right now?
silence of the night at 1am
28. What's your favorite songs at the moment?
quite a lot first one that came to mind was "how to save a life"
29. What was the last movie you watched?
er. singapore dreaming. good movie.
30. Where was the last place you went besidesyour workplace or home?
j8 after third lang today?
31. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
er, i don't know.
32. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
i guess.
33. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
"whatever is nearest to eye level lor. " i second quinza on this.
34. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
coffee xD
35. Say something totally random about yourself.
i have pink glasses. loud pnk glasses.
36. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
nope.
37. Are you single?
nope, im bi.
38. Do you wish you were somebody else?
God made me this way, i'm content with most of it.
39. How tall are you?
about 165
40. Do you speak any other language other than English?
er, english chinese french hokkien cantonese, a pathetic bit of malay german and jap.
41. Have you ever ridden in a Limo?
nope.
42. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
no. thank God.
43. Do you watch tv?
not really. mediacorp is a waste of time.
44. What's something that really annoys you?
can't think of any right now
45. What are some things you really like?
friends! Thank God again for them.
46. Do you like Michael Jackson?
he's perverted, but talented.
47. Have you ever surfed?
lol quin said "internet xD", well i've tried to.
48. Do you know how to pump gas?
ha. that i do.
49. What do you drive?
people up the wall. xD
50. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
about 1?
51. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
no.
52. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
yea. when i broke my chin.
53. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
what else is a dare for?
54. What's your favorite state to live in?
china!
55. What color is your hair?
chinese black =)
56. What colour are your eyes?
dark dark brown. mrs tan says no one has black.
57. Favorite non-alcoholic drink?
water? or tea (:

it's early and i've got nothing to do. actually i do, but i procrastinate. x)

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 10:48:17 GMT

We made it under 15. Seems rather impossible to cut down to 15 from 22. But we did it.

I'm really happy with everyone. Thanks.

French Orale is in...2 days time.

And I got the new Jay Chou album yesterday. It's really good. I got reviews saying it was horrible but I think otherwise.

Ms Ow demands a full-dress run through for her before the actual performance. Do her proud yea?

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 06:55:20 GMT

i think i shall make my aim now.

i need to be more handsome.

everyone is going for quinza. im swimming in green.

let's start with the pants. i shall go get myself a pair of jaw-dropping vintage jeans that looks awesome, then we'll see. and maybe i shall gel hair too.

i think the props people deserve a BIGBIG round of applause don't you think so? yes they do. so all of you applaud in the comments. then we show them 20 applauses. =)

people need motivation to go on you know.

everyone i think for the pink scene, we should put ahgong and ahma in front. they are significant in representing idealistic love and hence they should be in front. not to mention the extremely desirable ~~comic~~ effect they will have. objections anyone?

we'll cut out a lot of redundant scenes. and new script should be out tomorrow if i can work on it with raash and get it done tonight. then it wil be on the class comm tonight. well keep checking.

oh i think karen derserves some credit too. you know how hard she works? imagine the play without music. then think about karen. =)

let's all also thank CHUA HERN HERN for the dances. (she likes her name in caps) i think the dances are beautiful. dancers too. (this is the second time im saying this. oh well repetition for emphasis) and even though the choreography caused some minor dispute not too far back. i think she's done a great job.

who else?

of course, there's raash. but no need to talk about her. everyone already knows how much she's done.

wednesday alright everyone? full dress after school.

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 04:11:40 GMT

okay. i shall do a post about everyone's acting. no offence anyone kay. my opinions. =)

first up, raash.
raash your acting, is sort of on the right track but sometimes you misinterpret stuff. but it's definitely way better than the rehearsals. maybe we should go over it a few more times, somehow i think your emotions are not really portrayed, or they are quite strayed. or maybe just not intense enough. but i can see you're trying. jiayou! the part at the end with nicholas and sara, the "hey you remember me?" i don't know why but i found it rather weird. and the rest of the conversation, especially the "he took you here" part, definitely needs work.

next, xinkai.
you are good. like during the pink scene, try to immerse yourself in your character more. i know it's rather awkward for you but try okay? =) your falling part is very good. i think you're generally better at acting sorrow than joy. but oh well, joy is always harder to act.

the other people.

quin you're line always makes me smile.

flo if you forget your cue one more time i am wringing your neck =)

grace, not bad.

xiaohui, your voiceover is a little too mild. more emotion kay? ;)

leen, humourous. good job with dramatic effect =)

jane, don't think so much about me being the so-called chikopeh. i'm trying to make it as painless for you as possible. work with me kay? if on that day i do erm touch too much, just smile and pretend you're enjoying it (which is what kristin is supposed to do anyway)

karen, good job. whenever i hear you i always think you're real.

eli, ningjia. remember blocking. no butts facing audience =) eli especially.

yunyi, zephyr, the results part, the joy is tad fake. i need to work out how it's like. but we'll work on it!

celene! goodgood =)

narrator. room for improvement.

overall i guess the acting's alright.

again, no offence anyone.

oh and i think the dancers look beautiful. really.

we'll work on tuesday. everyone can stay back right? please try your best okay.

think i'm going to do regular updates regarding acting. so everyone knows the progress.

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 14:39:10 GMT

Wish me luck.

Exam's tomorrow.

Drag the corpse out of the water.

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 12:27:48 GMT

The eight year old boy lay sleeping soundly on the Mickey Mouse sheets. She crept into the room, fearing that she would wake him. At this moment, she finally realised the advantages of carpeted floor. She crept over to his toy box and was glad to hear that it didn't creak. She took out all his toys and silently placed them on the floor. In an incredible burst of strength, most likely sprung from fear, she hauled the box down the stairs into the living room where the body lay.

The sound of the box hitting the carpet ground was dull. Just a soft thud. She stared unblinkingly at the body, knowing it wouldn't fit, and knowing what she had to do.

She prayed that the little boy would sleep soundly through the night.

Wearily, she got up and walked over to the body.

The eyes, lay open and stared into her, allying with her inner guilt threatening to burn through her flesh.

Blood was still flowing out of the abdominal wound. The carpet was stained crimson red.

She cursed silently under her breath.

She held the corpse by the waist and dropped her into the box. It wouldn't fit. Her arms and legs overflowed like tentacles, lashing out at her.

She tried to stuff them in. Why didn't I buy Ben that bigger toy box when he asked for it, she winced.

The body was turning hard, and unrelenting.

Well, I suppose I don't have another choice.

She walked in a zombified trance to the kitchen, where she got herself a chopper.

She proceeded back to the living room, half hoping to see everything gone and realise that it had only been a dream. A bad dream. But no, the body was still there, lying half inside the chest and she still had the chopper in hand.

She walked over and contemplated how she should begin, without needing to bleach more of the carpet.

Finally, she began sawing at the limbs. She had decided against severing them with one hard blow. She had no idea where the blood might splurt.

She sawed intently at the limbs. They came off, after a bit of struggle. What could defy a stainless steel knife that she took pride in grinding almost everyday? She threw the severed limbs into the box with the main body. She surveyed the room and was glad to see that she didn't have much cleaning up to do.

She shut the lid of the box tentatively, afraid she had forgotten something. But, there was nothing.

She took a seat on the recliner her late husband had bought for her. She buried her head in her heads, but removed it quickly, irked by her hands, reeking of raw blood.
She studied the animals and pictures drawn on top of the toy box. They seemed so jarring to her. Pretty, but marred by the ugly secrets concealed. No, only to her was it marred. To other people, it was still as pretty as ever.

She paused to recall the events that had lead up to this. Her stabbing that woman.

It had been a normal evening. Ben had finished his homework and gone up to bed. She was clearing up the dishes from dinner when the doorbell rang. Putting on a nice smile, she answered the door.

That was when her world came crashing down.

Standing in front of her, was a pretty girl of twenty-five. She had dyed her hair blond, and put on some decent clothes. And she had a tight smile on her face. Different, no doubt, but it was still the same girl. She remembered that face, despite having not seen it for eight years.

The girl had pushed past her and let herself in. When she got into the living room, that girl had already seated herself comfortably.

"Okay, let cut to the point, Mrs. Brett. I'm sure you remember me. Well, I'm here to take back what rightfully belongs to me. Something you cruelly snatched from me eight years ago." She still had that polite, diplomatic smile on her face.

Mrs Brett pursed her lips tightly together. She did remember that girl. That wretched girl. For the first time in a long time, she wondered if there really was a god. Was this some cruel joke being played on her because god, apparently had nothing better to do?

She regretted. Maybe she should have gone to church more regularly on Sundays.

"I'll leave you here to suffer in your own mental world. I'm going upstairs to get what's mine and then you won't have to see me again. Ever."

Oh, how she hated that smile.

She willed it to transform into something ugly. Something not so pretentious, something that showed the real venom within.

Suddenly, her mind registered what the younger girl had said. She uttered a silent scream and rushed after the girl, halfway up the stairs.

Her grip on the girl's shoulder was tight. And cold. The girl turned and she could see the venom in her eyes.

She hauled the girl downstairs and slammed on back onto the couch.

"I'm not that seventeen-year-old girl you know. I've changed. I live in a good place now. And I have a job. It's time you returned him to me." The smile was gone, but so was any other sign of emotion.

Mrs Brett ventured into the kitchen.

She heard the girl's voice coming from behind.

"There's nothing you can do to stop me." The defiance and determination irked her.

She chased after the girl for a second time. And she caught up. The girl swung around in the middle of the carpeted living room. There was red hot fury in her eyes.

Then she looked down, and saw the cool glint of metal.

Mrs Brett enjoyed the fear and shock in her eyes as she plunged the metal deep within her soft flesh.

"Don't try me, my dear." She smirked and drove the knife further in, until she was sure she had almost gone right through the girl's body, given her petite frame.

She let go of the knife, and let the girl crumble onto the floor.

It's her fault. She didn't leave me another option. I couldn't have let her take Ben. That would have killed her, and Ben. So by killing her, I'm saving Ben.

She got up and tried to haul the toy box to the door. It was too heavy. She could only push. She would push it out to her car, dump it in the boot somehow, and drive off to the lake, where it would lie sunken, forever.

She had just made it to the door when she heard a voice ring out behind her.

"Mummy, why is that lady in my toy box?"

Her heart froze.

She whipped around and saw Ben, hugging his teddy bear and standing on the stairs.

Maybe she really should have gone to church more regularly on Sundays.

Okay Ms Chua?

Choral Nite. Wake up people wake up.

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 03:50:27 GMT

Okay people we need to wake up. Choral Nite auditions are on Term Four Week ONE.

I'm reminding you in case you have conveniently forgotten.

Anyway. Yes Drama rehearsals. Seems like everyone has been asking but no one is doing anything.

Okay. Here it is.

On Monday we have History lesson. It's from 9.30 to 11am. But Monday happens to be my dad's birthday so I unfortunately can't stay after lesson for rehearsal. But, I can come earlier for rehearsal. So, on Monday the rest of you don't have to turn up early. You can wake up later. But, Raashidah and Xinkai you are not in that league. You, best if you can, must come to school earlier. Like at 8 or 8.30 or something, we need to rehearse. We must get out stuff right because the rest of the people are mute or one-liners and that doesn't really require much practice.

So Monday, 8 or 8.30.

Tuesday is out, because most people have CCA.

Wednesday, we have math lesson and that corporate video shooting thing. Which will last up till about 6. Sadly. Meaning, once again we can't stay after. But, fortunately math starts at 1 so again we can come to school earlier. yay. Xinkai and Raash is um 8.30 good? I can get to school by 8.30 and we can do pretty intense rehearsal.

Thursday is completely out for me at least. But that doesn't mean Raash you and Xinkai can't meet up by yourselves and do that scene after I'm dead.

Friday is the full rehearsal. The whole class. The whole class must be present. It will be from 1 to preferably 5. If we can finish and do reasonably well by then. If not, it is going to drag on. Not might. Is going to.

Saturday is out. Most people are not free. Same with Sunday.

When school starts, you will be expected to sacrifice recess and lunched rehearsing. I'm a crazy bitch and you can hate me. But I am going to dictate. =)

And, all props have to be completed by the full dress rehearsal on friday. I'll deal with the music. So the people doing props, you better meet up by yourselves and do the props. Cheryl, being the human resource person (if I'm not wrong) please help me make sure everything is doing what they're supposed to kay? =)

And everyone you better do your part, and memorise your lines (and you don't even have much or any to begin with, if I have the time to memorise like 5 pages worth of lines and deal with my drama exam in nine days, I see no reason why you can't) by Friday. Or I promise I won't be too nice. =)

That's pretty much settled. So things to do are just: memorise your lines, do the props, get your costumes (oh no I haven't gotten mine ><), and turn up on Friday.

People who have problems coming on Friday due to extremely valid reasons, drop me a comment or tell me in some way. Note: Extremely valid reasons only.

Sorry everyone but if we don't at least put in our best, I will be really really sad, and angry. And so will Raash be. So to save myself the misery, I'm making sure everyone works their asses off.

Don't say you haven't been warned.

If there's anything else I forgot, please tell me then I'll add it in. Hey everyone please read the comments as well okay. I think most of it will be on the class community. Raashidah posted a comment on http://2122006.livejournal.com already. But I know some people don't read the class comm since it's been stale for so long. Now that you know there's an update, go check! Thanks everyone =)

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 14:58:39 GMT

There's nothing much to blog about. But I'm happy and looking at the date of the last update, I should update before the lj gets stale and rotten.

Today was not bad. I actually had plans. Went to Bedok Library to study with Beehiang and Ashleen.

Let me tell you how my wonderful teammates have such an awesome time concept.

We agreed to meet at 10.30 in the morning.

I got there at 10.30 on the dot.

And guess what, they happily strolled in laughing one hour later. At 11.30.

And I had to hog tables for them >< argh.

Apparently, they got lost.

So I was fine with that. And then later while we were making our way to KFC, I was wondering which way it was, and Ashleen happily declared that she knew the way and she knew Bedok as well as I did.

Hmm...and so how did she get lost and turn up at 11.30?

lol.

Anyway, we had a pretty high time together. And I actually did work. Not bad.

Damn I need to write faster. Sighs.

and CHORAL NIGHT PEOPLE CHORAL NIGHT.

WAKE UP.

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 23:25:10 GMT

It's Teachers' Day.

The only nice thing about teachers' day is that I get to go back to Tao Nan. =))

Oh wait. There's the class party. Which will be fun.

Then the celebrations, which will not be fun. Since I've already seen it at least three times. Because for the past two Tuesdays they've been rehearsing in the hall while we are training. Resulting in us not being able to do anything constructive. Sigh.

Oooh, Chua Hern Hern is panicking about her piano exam. Which is later at 2. Looks like she really isn't prepared, lol. Not a side of Hern you see often.

But, too bad, she doesn't get to pon school cos school is dismissed at 11 and she can't go back to Henry Park. Aww.

Meanwhile, yours truly has a nicer prospect.

I get to pon art for drama exam! Do you realise what a bonus that is. No art. More Drama. Oh yeaaa. =)

Hmm, subject combinations. I think next year is going to be quite cool, provided I don't die of course. I took BSP, Advanced lit, and double science. Physics and Chem. Lol. seriously, for those who know me, you would realise that I really am no science whiz. Oh and there's french too. lol.

Better than Chua Hern Hern. I think she's going to die next year. She has council, BSP, triple science, SYF, chinese dance exam, ballet exam, piano exam and on top of that, German. Good luck lol.

Thank goodness it's pouring like mad. Don't have to go down for assembly.

it's as simple as that.

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 14:45:29 GMT

a prayer is powerful.

have faith, and don't worry.

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 12:53:56 GMT

You know, it's really hard to imagine I used to be the kind of people who could post two or three times a day. Now I understand what Raash means when there's nothing to update about.

Fridays are nice slack days. But sometimes it's so slack that you just don't have the mood to do anything.

I've got myself a new book. It's a detective story I guess, about this bunch of religion-crazed people whose life mission is to purge the world of "sinners". By beheading them and arranging the corpses in mould of someone in prayer, and then let rigor mortis set in and the corpses are frozen like that for eternity. Gosh.

Weekends are here again. That means DRAMA is here again. yay.

People memorise your lines by monday. Or else.

Faces in the hall will stare at you.

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 23:23:58 GMT

"Faces In The Hall"

I knew this kid named Alberto
Funny style cat
And his girl looked like a turtle
Not Lisa Turtle, just a turtle
High school track
He ran the hurdle
His peers shed tears senior year when he got murdered
Now Alberto was your average A student
Participated in class,
Never came late
And never truant
His family was picture perfect
His older sister was prom queen
His dad a decorated vet from the Vietnam team
His mother was Dear Abby,
An ordinary house wife
Like clockwork, always had dinner on the table at 5
But Alberto had a monster he kept under his bed
Instead of letting it out,
He just got a girlfriend instead
She knew something was funny
Shecould tell by his behavior
Or the way he flamboyantly shook his hand
When he would wave to her
She thought nothing of it
And just shoved it in the closet
Until the day that word dripped out like leaky faucet
Alberto was homosexual
I ain't have nothing against it
But little Ronnie Johnson and all his football player friends did
They'd always pick and nag
Call him "fag" and such and such
And couldn't wait to get to gym so they could really bust his nuts
The gym teacher never cared
He'd just join in on the action
He'd make silly gestures
And compared him to Micheal Jackson
Alberto couldn't take it
He'd just stop showing up and whenever he walked them halls
He just felt like throwin' up
And night he would cry and cry and ask "God why?"
Like "God, why the fuck'd I have to be born this way?"
God would reply, "Son, you've gotta show 'em you're more than gay"
Cause he had dreams to be a track star
Until that warm April night
Them gay jokes went way too far
Ronnie begged for his forgiveness
And invited him to a party
Cause his parents went away
And left him plenty of Bacardi
Alberto kindly accepted
He was finally accepted
Except it was all deception
And left them all unprotected
It was a plan Ronnie had scammed
To get him in the right place
Verbally degrade and rearrange his pretty face
The plan would go swiftly
They started calling him sissy
One punch turned into fifty
They beat him till he was dizzy
Now Alberto lie in blood
While his peers look on in fear
He took his last breath
And passed away his senior year

Needless to say
It was one big tragedy
And how was Ronnie gonna explain to his family,
While they were on vacation taking in sights
He got wasted and killed a kid that night

Don't be a slave and behave the way they do,
Just utilize the gifts that God gave you [x4]

I knew this girl named Maria
Bright and talented
With aspirations to be a
Big superstar
What a great idea
Until she fell off and started to listening to her peers
Oh dear!
Now Maria was your typical obnoxious
Analytical head strong rebel
Flippin' off the principal
Single mother home structure
She looked after baby brother
While mom worked two jobs
Just to buy supper
Pops was a struggling musician
Troubled man,
Juggling family and heroin addiction
He overdosed and left a notice of eviction
And a crate of records on the table in the kitchen
And a little angel with a keen sense of sound
Who saw silence in the records she found
And she would stay up late at night
Reciting songs to herself
Under pale moonlight
Righting wrongs that her pops made,
Promised her mom she'd never go that same route
Turns out
Carrie Anne had other plans
Her and her man Ronnie most popular,
Second best to nobody
Homecoming queen versus ugly duckling
And the story ends the same way
Ok, Ronnie's parents went away for a couple of days
And told him "No Drinking"
What the fuck was they thinking?
Maria was oblivious that her boyfriend had already been invited
So when Carrie Anne asked
She got all excited
Like "damn now I got something to look forward to"
Or so she thought
Maria kindly accepted,
She was finally accepted
Except it was all bullshit
Now pay attention,
Carrie Anne hated Maria cause she could sing
So she scored a bag of heroin
But the craziest thing was
Maria never touched drugs, she did that night
And when her man was getting beat
She was nowhere in sight
Now her boyfriend lie in blood
And she had no idea
Alberto passed away and she got hooked her senior year

Needless to say
It was one one big tragedy
And I hate to break it but
It doesn't end happily
A warm day in May,
The sky was so beautiful
Carrie Anne died in a crash leaving the funeral

by Gym Class Heroes.

It's all about it.

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 14:28:30 GMT

I dreamt of it last night.

Have you ever tried to convince yourself that it didn't exist anymore?

Have you tried to stop your mind from lingering to it in the day, when you're conscious?

Have you ever allowed yourself to give in, and think about it and imagine the possibilities?

Have it ever had it come back to haunt you in your dreams, in your sleep, in your unconsciousness?

Have you?

It was vivid. It was tangible. It was real.

Have you ever wondered what it was?

I can see the venom in your eyes.

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 12:37:48 GMT

I'm here with good news. Good good news.

You people out there deprived of good music. Your salvation is here.

Get your hands on Snakes on a Plane (Bring it) by Cobra Starship. By any means. And I mean any means.

Listen to it now. If you were to fall dead tomorrow you would have no regrets.